Memories....Suck!

It is amazing how something so simple can make you remember or take you back to a time that you spent so much time forgetting.  How if I had a wish I would go back to that time and just live, but then again that is what got me to the place I am now. So I feel as if all those years of wondering if all paths ended in different places were wrong. All roads would lead to the current destiny, correct? 

So in the end I have learned that memories suck. I wish I could delete certain thoughts and images from my head. I wish I could store them away til I am old and grey and need a good story to tell the nurse taking care of me. Unfortunately I have learned that I do not always get what I want, that God has another plan for me.I would do better if I knew said plan because from the looks of it now I will end up alone, old and unpleasant. 

I will end this blog there. 

Love Always 

Sarah 

Spa Day and random thoughts

So I was sitting thinking about what I could do today. It dawned on that it has been some time since I took the day for myself and pampered ME!
So I did just that today. Here is a list of a few things I did today........

I laid in bed just a little longer than normal.
I stayed in my pjs all day.
I applied a face mask. One I grabbed at ulta a few months back.
I applied a homemade hair mask. Simply olive oil and honey warmed up.
I danced around for almost an hour.
I than did something I havent done in a while....took a bath.
I used a bath bomb from Lush.

And of course no pamper day is complete without a nice glass of wine. :) I know it doesn't sound like much but it has been a while since I took a day and did nothing.

So I have deiced to make this a more regular thing. I promised myself I will do this once a week no matter what.

I think as women we get so busy taking care or thinking about others we forget about our self.  I know I have noticed over the last month how much I would put myself on the back burner because everyone else I knew came before me, Well starting today that stops!

I could ramble on and on so I will stop there ;)

Love Always,
Sarah A

Life!!!!!!!!

Where to begin….Where to start…Where life is at

Life has a funny way of throwing things at you when you least expect it. The hardest thing is trying to figure out what God has planned because everything happens for a reason….right?

Well within the last two months, God has thrown me a curve ball that I wasn’t sure how I would ever attempt to hit. To my surprise He knew I had the strength to pick myself up and do what needed to be done.  

I am now on the road to learning more about myself than I have ever before. Some days are worse than others but hey that is life right? I am just hoping God can slow down on the curve balls for a while until I am ready and have a little bit of time to recover from this one.

For the family and love ones that might be reading this, Some of you might know what I am going though and I love that you are by my side. For the others of you please try to bear with me for the time being, there is a lot going on right now and me being me I am trying to find strength within to piece back together what I need to before putting my smile back on display.

Just know I love you all.

Love always

Sarah