What if ?????? True Faith

What if I never had meet my husband.........what would my life be like? Where would I be in life? What would I be doing? Would I still be the same person I am today......that is the heavy hitter of a question....Yes my mother helped me become who I am today but I also believe that my husband had a little help with that as well....He showed me how to not let anyone walk all over me...in the end he taught me how to become the person that will stand up for myself and thoses I love. Where as my mother made me the strong indepented person I have always been. I love them both that is no question( in two different ways if that is possible.)












So I got into a converstion with someone about how a person that is a every sunday church goer had passed judgement on me...stating how I am just a hipocrit and I shouldn't try to kid myself with being a christian. I become very upset with this due to that fact I don't truly find it christian like to pass judgement on a person faith. So just because I don't go to a building with others believers I am not a believer myself?????? I could be wrong but I don't think it makes me any less of a believer....as long as everyday I try my best to not sin....I do open my bible when I get a chance and remind myself of things. I don't know if many of you know but I did go to a church school till 8th grade....so yes I do remember some passages that I do remind myself of after I slip up or find myself lost. I understand going to church is important I just don't think God would look at my any different if I go if I feel like its just a place where they can take your money and make you feel like you are closer to God for 2 hours every week. Sorry if no one understands or thinks this is wrong.....this is how i feel or how i have understood the Bible.



Love Tons



Sarah

How to deal with problems within without hurting thoses around you!

I am uncertain if I can even state I can answer this question. If anyone has troubles with meeting new people and trusting people it would be yours truly. I have what I find to be a problem with somethings pushing people away when I find something I dislike about them......I have been trying within the last year to change this I truly have been trying. It seems to come as second nature to me.......as if I want to be alone on a weekend reading a book while everyone else is hanging out. I do believe some people have let me push them away without a fight without even a disagreement. Does that mean that they didn't really care in the first place or thought I would come around sooner or later....who knows well I never will know due to not talking to theses few people at one time I trusted. Lately I have been tested to the max with this. I will not name because I want to protect theses I love dearly. I got upset/ angry but I started to think....Is a friendship worth ending because I don't agree with something they do when I am not around? That would be the million dollar question in my life right now. I have and never will let myself push theses I have grown to love away anymore.
That is enough on that subject for now.
Love Tons
Sarah

UGH!!!!

Well tonight at work sucked due to this stupid tmj crap....it seems to cause me to clench my teeth when I am not paying attention. Which in turn gives me tooth pain and HUGE headaches that wont go away until I sleep them off which is hard to sleep when my whole fore head is throbbing.

Well I guess that is it for now as I don't want to write too much as my first blog.

I think this will help me vent without people getting mad at me for posting a thousand times on facebook. Sorry people I am truly a facebook addict.

Love tons
Sarah