I am uncertain if I can even state I can answer this question. If anyone has troubles with meeting new people and trusting people it would be yours truly. I have what I find to be a problem with somethings pushing people away when I find something I dislike about them......I have been trying within the last year to change this I truly have been trying. It seems to come as second nature to me.......as if I want to be alone on a weekend reading a book while everyone else is hanging out. I do believe some people have let me push them away without a fight without even a disagreement. Does that mean that they didn't really care in the first place or thought I would come around sooner or later....who knows well I never will know due to not talking to theses few people at one time I trusted. Lately I have been tested to the max with this. I will not name because I want to protect theses I love dearly. I got upset/ angry but I started to think....Is a friendship worth ending because I don't agree with something they do when I am not around? That would be the million dollar question in my life right now. I have and never will let myself push theses I have grown to love away anymore.
That is enough on that subject for now.
Love Tons
Sarah
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