Well the Hubby just left for the week for work! I am happy due to him being excited to work some place they won't call him worthless or dumb. I am also not to worried because he is with a friend who works there as well. I can not lie it still hurts to see him pack up and leave knowing I won't be able to come home and roll over and kiss him goodnight, everyone has kinda bugged me by saying well its good time apart......Time away from my hunny is never good. It feels like I am loosing one of the only people I can vent to and he doesn't argue or put me down for what i feel at the time. *yea yea I know I am being mushy* I will be better by mid week I always am. I just hate how much time we have actually spent apart because of his work! It doesn't help that I do like being alone and when left alone all I do is think about things which usually make me feel down on myself sometimes.
BLAH......... new topic please!!!!!!
I was thinking at work today about ALOT of things. One thing being what do people see/ think when they look at me. I had an ex boyfriend contact me after almost 7 years of not speaking. He expressed how lucky Clay is to have me.....my response was dumbfondness. We dated for almost 2 years and all you have to say to me now is you messed up and I am suppose to do what?!?! He stated how sorry he was that he let me go and wishes I could give him another chance someday.......Are you stupid? I am married! He seemed to think he would "better" for me then my Husband. I had to do all but to laugh at the statement. By the end of the conversation he stated "Your Husband is really lucky and I hope he doesn't ever mess up because if he does I will hurt him!" .............REALLY?.........I would love to 1. see him try to touch Clay 2. Clay treated me better in the first month then he ever did in the two years we were together.
Well that's my rant and sharing for the day.
Love Always
Sarah
I totally know know what you mean by the work thing, my husband and i dont work the same shifts at all and its very hard I look forward to the day when we have the same :)
ReplyDeleteI don't mean to sound mean, but at least you get to see him on the weekend. I know when I was without Joe for the better part of 9 months it was rough! You have stupid fights over the phone because you can't simply just talk stuff out in the same room. It sucked. I worry about deployments and stuff like that a lot! But Clay is an amazing guy! And when I look at you I see your mom. Haha! You two do look a lot a like, but I see you as a friend, a sister, a cousin! And you'll be a future Aunt to our baby. :)
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