Random thoughts

So it has been a while since my last post. Here is what has been going on in my life.

Well I started my nursing assistance classes, Furthered my Pure Romance business and let go the thought of my embroidery business. I removed my implanon from my arm (which welcomed an almost 2 year in the waiting period.)

Yes all this with in a matter of months! I know crazy huh. But I did forget to mention The hubby still works out of the state during the week and for a while was working saturdays as well. So I did in a way distance myself from friends and family as all I had for some time was my sundays with him before he left again sunday night to start the whole week over again.
No! I don't want you to feel bad for us, We make it work and it reminds us each day how much we NEED each other to complete our happiness. I know I know some of you might disagree with that statement well the only thing I can say is I am sorry you feel that way but it doesn't make me change the way I view things. Sometimes I lay in bed and think about how life was just a few short years ago....then I realize life doesn't stop just because you wish it did. You merely have to roll with the punches and the Hubby working the way he does is just that. I always look forward to the winter as he is home for a few months before the craziness starts again. This year I am concerned it will be a crazy few months as I am in the hunt for a new job after I finish my CNA class.
Sometimes I don't understand why things happen or what reason bad things happen. I do believe there is a time line of when things are suppose to happen that we do not see as God is watching it to make sure it happens when he thinks we are ready to handle it, but trying as it may be we just have to hold each other hand and let it be right? 
I just have to keep reminding myself that things happen for a reason and I can't change some things. I have to also remind myself that I need to let go of all the what ifs in my life and live life in the now! Easier said then done right?!

Well now that I have vented/updated I will leave you to read this and get a look into what goes through my scary mind sometimes!

Love Always
Sarah