Random thoughts

So it has been a while since my last post. Here is what has been going on in my life.

Well I started my nursing assistance classes, Furthered my Pure Romance business and let go the thought of my embroidery business. I removed my implanon from my arm (which welcomed an almost 2 year in the waiting period.)

Yes all this with in a matter of months! I know crazy huh. But I did forget to mention The hubby still works out of the state during the week and for a while was working saturdays as well. So I did in a way distance myself from friends and family as all I had for some time was my sundays with him before he left again sunday night to start the whole week over again.
No! I don't want you to feel bad for us, We make it work and it reminds us each day how much we NEED each other to complete our happiness. I know I know some of you might disagree with that statement well the only thing I can say is I am sorry you feel that way but it doesn't make me change the way I view things. Sometimes I lay in bed and think about how life was just a few short years ago....then I realize life doesn't stop just because you wish it did. You merely have to roll with the punches and the Hubby working the way he does is just that. I always look forward to the winter as he is home for a few months before the craziness starts again. This year I am concerned it will be a crazy few months as I am in the hunt for a new job after I finish my CNA class.
Sometimes I don't understand why things happen or what reason bad things happen. I do believe there is a time line of when things are suppose to happen that we do not see as God is watching it to make sure it happens when he thinks we are ready to handle it, but trying as it may be we just have to hold each other hand and let it be right? 
I just have to keep reminding myself that things happen for a reason and I can't change some things. I have to also remind myself that I need to let go of all the what ifs in my life and live life in the now! Easier said then done right?!

Well now that I have vented/updated I will leave you to read this and get a look into what goes through my scary mind sometimes!

Love Always
Sarah

Pure Romance

So I have been a pure romance consultant for a few months now and I have noticed something. Women want to buy things but as soon as they talk to their partners they change their mind. Why is that? As women we should be able to please ourselves first sometimes....right? Also just because your woman gets a bedroom item to use doesn't mean she wont need you anymore, It simply means she can explore who she is to better the relationship between you two in the bedroom. There fore my job, putting the spark back into the bedroom is done. Plus since when is a women who knows what she wants a turn off?????? Just a few random thoughts. If you want to book an online party or live in the area and want to host a party here is my website www.sarahalexander.pureromance.com or pureromancebysarahalexander@gmail.com 

Thanks for viewing!

Love Always

Sarah

Feeling...ugh do we really have to go there!

So as some of you know I am really not really huge into feelings in public. With that being said behind close doors I am needy and I love the attention on me and only me. (I can be a little too needy) So I started to read a book as of late and I found myself unable to stop reading...I stayed up late and woke up early just to read the next line. It was about a man and women (of course a love story) who find themselves unable to let go of each other, wanting the others company more then they knew was possible. I guess my point as to why I am explaining this to you is.....PASSION!
Do all married couples find themselves so comfortable with each other, knowing each others every reaction to things that the simple draw to one another is gone???? Over the last few years I probably would have answered that with a auto response yes, as of late I would like to believe that a few minor changes and that answer would be NO!
Do us women think about things a lot more in detail about our love life then men? I would think so, unless you are one of the few lucky ones that you man acts as if he comes straight out of a romance novel.(Not sure I could handle that...ahh on to my next point)
Could I handle a man that acts as if he was written by the details of a dream life of a women? I don't know but some how sitting down and thinking about it I am happy to say I am happy with my Husband. He might not buy me flowers or for that matter anything but He knows the right moment to make me smile or laugh, he knows the right moment to remind me of who I am and why I love him and not a character out of a romance novel.
So maybe our love life isn't as it once was but is that not life? Is that not the near means of married to test all your limits and somehow find a way to stay in that seat until the ride of "life" is done??? I think so, I think GOD tests us at every corner with every bump or shift to make sure we are where we want to be or where he wants us to be!
OK I am done now before I start to rumble on and on!!!!!

Love Always
Sarah